Yea... its like 1.30 plus here and i am thinking of ballet... and how much i totally miss it like hell. i really want to go back to ballet again. because i realised that dancing kida takes times away and makes of forget everything and feel really happy even when i feel like dying. and the only kind of dance my parents will agree on will be ballet. they don't even let me learn drums even when i have potential... okay... i sound ego, but serious. ahaha:)
anyways, i want to take up ballet again. somehow i realised i have always regretted quitting from the start, i was 4 and my teacher gave me too much pressure i guess and i felt scared... why was i such a baby:( now i am also kida afraid even if my parents agree. i am scared of being laughed at to tell the truth. i have not dance for such a long time and i am not the most gentle and graceful to tell the truth. i am totally tomboy-ish. even when i told my fwen i wanted to re-take ballet, they were stunned. ahaha:) they couldn't even imagine me dancing ballet in the past. ahaha:)
but i really don't know if i should re-start at this age and will ballet affect my commitment to netball? and vise versa... :(:(
why is it that life gets so complicated as you grow up:(
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